Have you always been the same kind of person? I was the typical nerd weeb in my school days, then during college days I decided to go the other way and become a social party goer full of friends and beer, also practicing sports. I had a good body. After that I cut contact with my friends and became a soulless, lonely and uninspired working drone without a future. I think I couldn't care about good career because there was nothing that I wanted to consume. I just wanted to have internet connection, that was good enough for me. After that I went back to my parent's home, became a neet browsing internet all day for years. Now I'm trying to get a good paying job in the government. I think I'm finally ready to settle down.
Anyway, I've seen some shit and been to radically different social settings. My life is fragmented and no group that I've befriended would be able to understand my other lives. I don't know how I'll deal with this in the future.