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br Bernd 2025-11-16 17:11:17 No. 22984

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Have you always been the same kind of person? I was the typical nerd weeb in my school days, then during college days I decided to go the other way and become a social party goer full of friends and beer, also practicing sports. I had a good body. After that I cut contact with my friends and became a soulless, lonely and uninspired working drone without a future. I think I couldn't care about good career because there was nothing that I wanted to consume. I just wanted to have internet connection, that was good enough for me. After that I went back to my parent's home, became a neet browsing internet all day for years. Now I'm trying to get a good paying job in the government. I think I'm finally ready to settle down. Anyway, I've seen some shit and been to radically different social settings. My life is fragmented and no group that I've befriended would be able to understand my other lives. I don't know how I'll deal with this in the future.
If same kind means "hasn't radically shifted in outlook and lifestyle", then yes, I have been the same person since my mid-to-late teens.
>>22984 >Have you always been the same kind of person? No, I have significantly changed in personality over the last five years. Bitter, dis-illusioned, but at least more confident as well as I genuinely don't fear other people's reactions that much anymore.
I've followed an even more accelerated cycle. Up to 15, I was a good student nerd. Then came the heavy drinking and very social years. When I went to uni I became studious and a limited drinker/socializer. Then working in a different city, mostly non-social outside of work. Now, completely indifferent and asocial. Each time the cycle changed I shed my old friends. Nerds weren't good drinking buddies, drinking buddies weren't studious, etc.
At heart I always have been. But I didn't discover anime until I was 18 and also I had a goal to become an officer in the army so much of what I did revolved around that, but then I tore my ACL and had a knee reconstruction so wasn't eligible for service in Australia so I went to France to join the French Foreign Legion. But while I was in selection I came to the realisation that this was nto the life I really wanted, so now I am a NEET and I am more accepting of my interests and how lazy I am.
I actually managed to become less paranoid and bitter over the years. More empathetic too. But I suppose that's just maturing.
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>>23074 My ancestor btw :^)
>>22984 Yes, I always was the same person. And I don't know a person who just changed.
>>23074 Gold is indeed a very valuable commodity.